.​.​.​And Your Autumnia

by AUTUMNIA

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1.
Instrumental
2.
I’m covered with dust and cracks My smell is repulsive And I’m devoid of sympathy My seclusion no longer fits And your… I’m your… indifference So, let me die!!! A moment of delight The weeping faces of the saints Let them be devoid of sense… …all these words A moment of delight A church without parish But a myriad sun will rise And let my seeds of hope grow!!! I’m resigned to cure the disease And your cherish my flowers no more My poverty has enveloped me This is the place for our tears My vice, my passion My pride, my arrogance My false, my weak My delight… and your Autumnia
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Today is the day When you wanted to wake up… For the first time You don’t feel this pain, anymore And there is no dismay in your eyes’ shine And something is warm inside And something delicate… I don’t know what to say You are smiling… please, hold my hand …do you feel my hand? Today is the day When you wanted to wake up… Let me share your joy And so we dreamt about this day And many shining days ahead… For the first time Inside our fragile happiness One day the pain will leave you There will be no pain. Can you imagine? Do you hurt not? Is this true? Is this true? Keep holding my hand Because today is the day All dreams will come true! I promise you! Just don’t close your eyes! Please, talk to me! I want to live…to live so much!!!
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When you will hear my voice When you will hear this song When these words shall be stuck inside your heart I’ll be so far away from your comfort And you can hear my voice And nothing but ignored In loving memory of you In loving memory of me When you will hear my voice When you will hear this song When these words shall be stuck inside your heart I’ll be so far away… There is no mutual pain And only the quivering heart On different sides of frustration Meet the hope that will die I was not afraid to confess my faintness Time is stronger than me You are stronger. You have the right to forget me But not me, but not me Ways of dismay that overgrown with oblivion Endless wandering through the dreams The dahlias don’t inspire me anymore Let the past be left behind, somewhere far away Dying light, flying bird No place to hide, no place to hide for me I never cared, yes I never cared On whose grave your tears will flow The coming days would be the last I’m no longer inside your nightmare Before I die, before you die, before we die Will you remember me? In loving memory…
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In echoes of unearthly melodies The shadows of the cross under my skin Where are you… where are your planets of despair? Where are you… where are you among them? I don’t see the Sun… I don’t see the Sun For the Sun is me… for the Sun is me And my grave is prepared… my grave is prepared For burial in your tears… in your tears Your hands are free from my death And your grievous Eden is calling me, calling me Sweetness of a dew and tenderness of waiting I am the image because I do not see you …and among my hopes There is a path to your planets, to your bliss To your grievous Eden Where is your mourning? Where is your mourning inside my gloom? The careless and haughty Losing all the secrets Forgotten about mysteries Poison of frustration There is nothing neither behind nor far A soul filled with naїvety Petrified of indifference Like a barren and thrown away Behold in me a tamed animal Looking for caress in punishment It’s torn pride among the serenades of poverty It was my choice and payment for obedience I don’t see the Sun… I don’t see the Sun For the Sun is me… for the Sun is me And my grave is prepared… my grave is prepared For burial in your tears… in your tears On the way to eternal bliss Remember me, remember me!!! Among those sculptures we will disappear From your grievous Eden
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Like a heavenly charlatan Shuffling a deck of stars I approach to eternal bliss Forgetting your sacrifice for me I would be one of them I would condemn you I would betray you I would agree to a mite For my welfare I could not accept your sacrifice for me Kaleidoscope of lies All witnesses are dead Do you remember? Do you remember why? I was too afraid I wanted to live too much But the Sun has risen… Do you remember why? I am enslaved I was so afraid I wanted to live so much And I died… To eternal bliss!!! I would be one of them I would condemn you I would betray you I would agree to a mite And to eternal bliss, where there is no place for me Remember me like a mother mourning to a dead child I got scared when the nails were driven into you Now, it’s too late. Please, take my fear!!!
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O'Funeralia 08:38
Once it was alive Nothing makes sense now The memories evaporate Gliding in time We faded like the embers glow Life will not return There are no memories Among the graves Another dose of sedative But it no longer hurts Tomorrow will never come Take this cup from me Once it was alive, once it made sense Among the flowering gardens Once it was alive, once it made sense Now there is nothing but ashes Once it was alive Like the eyes of a lamb Embrace me if you can Each of us is regrettable With a clod of bitterness When there is no regret When nothing hurt I searched in vain for your gaze Among the cold walls of solitude It was my last wish No one will reach out from the void No more strength to fight Nothing makes sense now Mom!!! I want to live so much…

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After 11 long years of silence best Ukrainian Death Doom band back with new album, full of grief, suffering and despair.

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released September 1, 2020

Alexander Glavniy - Guitars, Bass, Keyboards, Samples
Vladislav Shahin - Vocals

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Archaic Sound Kiev, Ukraine

Archaic Sound is independent label and distributor dealing with most dark and obscure genres of extreme music. After more than ten years’ experience with different labels we decided to found new project to produce and spread music we like in the way we feel: music with deep spiritual background, instinctiveness and nostalgic touch – all things that became too archaic for modern world. ... more

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